the friend

i think to some, "friends with benefits" really exists in this society. of course, i'm not referring to any sexual benefit that is related to this phrase, just really about friends who will be useful to the person.

i don't really consider "friends with benefits" as truly friends, unless you make friends with the person for something much more than the benefits that he/she can bring about. like for me, i truly enjoy the company of all my friends, so i can't say i have any "friends with benefits".

but it disturbs me greatly because i feel that a certain friend of mine is being my friend just because i'm useful in some ways. i didnt initially feel that way, but after some time i realised that when i have nothing to give, the friend doesn't show any concern to me or whatsoever that happens in my life. and yet only when i have something good to offer , the friend would suddenly talk to me or something.

is this the university syndrome or something?! is it that once you get into university you'll tend to want to make friends with someone you can gain something from?

but i'm thankful cos its only the friend. i have many many others whom i can consider true to me and the friendship! as for the friend, i'll just choose to ignore and leave 90% of myself to myself :P

haha just being random. but my friends reading this please be wary about people who only make friends with you just for the good things you're able to give kae! (:

+ guaishou's! :D