epic fail.

i am super blurrrrrrrr. promised something not realising the true intentions of the favour. HOW BLUR CAN I GETTT. ):

i feel bad after. like seriously :/

i'm still not good at handling such things, really. i lived 22 years of my life like this, and i guess it'll always be the same even in the future. why can't things be a little more simpler?

rahhhh. and the half an hour walk yesterday night to 14 actually made me a little emo, which afterwards i decided to walk even slower to clear up the emotions. i think the time of the month's coming. but at least i think i know what to do now, except for the fact that sometimes i forget about it and sink myself into the moments, andden when i think back about it it becomes many should-haves and should-have-nots. andden i get slightly emo again and the vicious cycle repeats.

to be frank it's getting tiring, which is why i always avoided such situations ):

my prayers are seriously working. daddy God is blessing me with abundance, and i know someday the one who's missing one rib cos of me will be there. :) or maybe he's around but the time isn't right, or perhaps i'm meant to do bigger things right now. :D

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anyway! on a lighter note, had a infernal affairs movie marathon ytd at 14! haha we started only at almost 2am la. tskkkk. and after watching the first disk, which is like 1.5 movies we couldnt take it and went to slp -__- and by the time we woke up it was like 1pm! so ate lunch dabaoed from 13 (yummy korean bbq chicken plus cheese fries!) then planned NZ (and it looks super awesome now!) then did fyp presentation, called kfc delivery, ate kfc for dinner, and finally another round of infernal affairs. and we finally finished it! at like 11pm :/ hahaha. then den biked me back and now i'm happily back in hall :D

shouldn't go 14 too often -___- zzzz. but all because my dearest pals all abandon me! ): misses the timbre 6 (wah qt a nice name ah!)

and now, time to get my laundry, wash loi's pot, and start on my fyp presentation. roars.

+ guaishou's! :D