insomnia

freak i can't sleep i can't sleep i can't sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.

the second morning i've woken up at 5.30am straight ): in kiwi context, it makes sense since it's 9.30am, but heck, i'm back at home, and i need to fix this body clock of mineeeeeeeee.

and you know what's the worst part of this? lying on my bed for an hour trying to get to sleep but all i could do is to think about it. i can't brush it off, i can't put it away. ): ): it's been such a struggle, because even now whenever i'm placed in a situation with nothing to do it just runs all over my mind and there's just nothing i could do. 

i feel damn terrible. :/ get out of my mind, please.

+ guaishou's! :D